I have

 so much to say to you

But, I just don’t think you deserve the words I want to say.

I think about how we started being friends and to now and

I wonder if our friendship was even something important to you

And now I feel like there is no string holding us to a friendship at all.

I feel like I’ve always been in this corner when it comes to you and only

When you felt like letting me in then you shared stuff with me.

But, now it feels like your ignoring me and you don’t even care about reaching out to me.

Why do I still care?

Why do I still worry?

Why are my thoughts still thinking of a friendship that seems like something in the past at this point?

Written By: Deirdre Stokes