I once

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was lost in a world I thought I had under control as I had plans and knew what I wanted.

But I soon found out I was in control but only because he let me be but once I gave it all over to him.

I found out that the life I was living was not so great but the life I gained was so much better.

Everything sounded and tasted so much richer and the lift I needed so badly was right now and not then.

I had this hole inside of me that I tried to fill up with worldly things but nothing lasted long enough until he came along and now I know I can have somethings but I dont need them all to be happy and okay.

This fall I’m trying to stumble away from the things that are not right for me and walk into the unknown knowing I am better off now that the door I’ve been waiting for is open now and I’m not waiting around for it to close on me this time.

Written By: Deirdre Stokes
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