Poetry

To know

so much is about to happen should be exciting me but yet I feel like my feelings are on hold right now and not in a good way.

I feel happy and excited but the feeling never seems to last very long these days.

Even when I feel I am looking on the bright side of things lately.

I know I love to help and to bring joy to a place that isn’t always there to give you good news.

But to be myself through it all is what matters at this point but I see that lately true colors are coming out and I’m not a fan.

I’m not really one to want to rush time but right now I really want time to go by fast so I can see what it’s like in a new environment.

For this year is all about leaving toxic people or places behind and enjoying what life has to offer me.

 

Written By: Deirdre Stokes
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