Poetry

How can I

move forward when it feel like I am at a stand still and the hope of coming up on top seems impossible.

Even when small improvements are happening

here I am still not so happy about it and so I don’t want to talk about it.

But here you are asking about it and I get it this is fascinating.

But at the same time this means so much to me and failing just isn’t something I want to think about right now.

Learning and growing at the sametime is a balance I realize I’m not so sure about.

I can feel the energy growing inside and I don’t know if I can keep dealing with this stress or pressure.

But I don’t want to be so distracted again that I don’t accomplish what has be given to me because this opportunity is not always offered to everyone who wants this dream.

Written By: Deirdre Stokes
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