I can’t seem

To get out of my head right now, which in return makes everything so much harder.

Creating a brick wall that, no matter how hard I try to knock down, I couldn’t because they were as strong as I’ve always been and known to be.

Because for a long time, I had to protect myself all on my own, and there was no one to turn to when times got tough.

Sometimes I felt all alone, even when I never indeed was, because a part of me was missing, and at the time, I didn’t know my lord was watching out for me.

But now I know, and peace and comfort are what I feel when I ask for help. But the struggle is still inside of me, and my mind is still fighting itself for clarity and understanding of what is going on around me.

Written By: Deirdre Stokes

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