that things will be different now and I’m trying to be strong through all the changes.
But, all I feel is this great weight on my shoulders and I didn’t ask for this and all I can do is walk with my head up and hope I carry it all on my own.
Or I can let it drop and move on and not feel guilt that this thing I didn’t wait is left for someone else to pick up.
I know my limits but, lately it’s like to others my limits don’t matter for they just don’t want to do certain things themselves and so they hope I will do it for them.
I know you dont’ expect this from me and so that’s fine when you are in shock and realizing your back up plan is no more.
I know that I feel free and no weights are weighing me down anymore and I know you may look at me differently but, I never signed up saying I’d be your yes girl.
So no I don’t have time for you now and I’ll let you know when I do.
Written By: Deirdre Stokes