So much

for thinking the things I did wrong in this world wouldn’t catch up with me.

I didn’t think the time would come where I would have to look back and wish I had been smarter with my life choices.

I didn’t have to walk down that path and turn the little bit of light I had inside of me off for good.

I could have worked hard and struggled a little to get by in this world.

But, no I had to make the wrong moves and end up looking  down at the mess I made and having no way out of it.

It was time to face my outcome and knowing my future was no longer in my hands and the things to come would be so not pleasant.

Or easy for me but, I just have to accept the things I did and hope that there is a way for me to overcome this in the end.

Written By: Deirdre Stokes