
Quote of the day


We suppose to panic when things don’t go our way or are we to see what can come of this situation.
As everything around us is continually on the move and so how we feel like we are not on the move and we are just standing still for what and for who.
Always on the move and now all I want to do is get a move on it because I just can’t take being too close to the thing that makes my skin crawl every time I am near it.
So much done and yet you are never satisfied with anything and so the words of whining and bullshit fly from your mouth as if you know what you are talking about.
Making messes are what you are best at and in the end you want someone to praise you and kiss you butt.
But, the world is too busy for that and so I tone you out and I quiet down as I get to work and do what I have to do for me and soon you and your words fade from my memory as I move forward to something greater and meaningful.
Written By: Deirdre Stokes
Copyright ©️ 2015 By Deirdre Stokes

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Step at a time isn’t making this moment any easier than I wish it was right now, so exhausted and ready to just give up and not think about anyone else but myself and those around me now.
Do I have to be more than I know I am capable of achieving just to please everyone else, the truth is I’m so feed up with them all that at this point I don’t want to deal with anyone.
To forget them all and move on would be more rewarding than sticking around and doing it all for them all the time.
Written By: Deirdre Stokes
Copyright ©️ 2015 By Deirdre Stokes
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Change of direction today was not what I was looking forward too on a Thursday night when all I wanted to do was go home and sleep.
Now I’m forced to pick another route and slowly but surely guide me home, and It makes me become frustrated because I just want to get to my destination with no complications.
But, the truth is getting to where I need to go is not always up to me for in any moment it could change and I need to have faith that it will work out in a way that benefits me.
Written By: Deirdre Stokes
Copyright ©️ 2015 By Deirdre Stokes

feeling of knowing you put up a good fight and now it’s all over.
With no goodbye, just a feeling of disappearing.
You know that the last words said to you won’t what you wanted to hear.
But, now the words can’t be taken back and the sadness you are feeling feels more like anger now and you wonder why it had to be this way.
You know over time you will forget and being able to move on will be a challenge.
Yet you know you will overcome this and you will take each step knowing you will not fall and even if you do, it won’t be permanent.
Written By: Deirdre Stokes
Copyright ©️ 2015 By Deirdre Stokes
things would change overnight.
And as I close my eyes tonight I wish with all my might that things will turn around for me.
My darkness days will be behind me and my best days will be in front of me.
My lucky will be sky high and the doubt I feel will not exist.
I will live in the moments and I won’t let anyone get in my way.
For God, you would have turned it all into light and blessing so wonderful.
You won’t complain for a long time about anything.
For that wish or that prayer will have coke true but how long it will last is something we will never know.
Written By: Deirdre Stokes
Copyright ©️ 2015 By Deirdre Stokes

say this is what I want to say.
But these are the words that want to come out
and maybe they aren’t helping anyone anyways so why over share I say.
This moment could be big and beautiful or it could be kind of ugly and full of things no one really wants to deal with.
You think this just isn’t worth your time but in the long run my way will get you off the streets of trouble and on to the freeway of freedom.
But first, you must walk away from the things that do don’t make you who you are supposed to be.
Stop settling because of others will suffer without you. And just do you for those same people aren’t gonna always have your back.
Written By: Deirdre Stokes
Copyright ©️ 2015 By Deirdre Stokes

I can’t say I’m not blessed for things could be worst.
The sky is dark outside but the light inside of me is going strong
even when I feel the mood I’m dealing with right now isn’t the best.
But, I know that my God has me and even when the past comes creeping back in I don’t have to get low and even if I do I don’t have to stay down.
I am new and I am better version of who I was and who I want and need to be and as the night really starts to wine down I know that I will be okay and the light in me will out burn every storm and person who comes my way.
Bye to the past and hello to what the present can offer me and what the likely outcome of what my future may be like.
Written By: Deirdre Stokes
Copyright ©️ 2015 By Deirdre Stokes
of those days
when the person you’ve been trying to help.
Just turns around and slaps you and the shook
just shakes you to your core.
There words are just them complaining about the situation
and yet his basically saying you are one of the reason things are not going well.
Yet you look around and everyone is happy about the help you have done and the solution where the flames are up high are put out because of me.
But, the different is I’m looking for praise I’m just doing my job and I’m doing it dame well.
I fight this battle for me and not you and if what I am doing isn’t good enough for you then that’s your problem.
I will stay on my side of the bridge from now on and I guess its time to burn this bridge and enjoy watching it burn up and when its done.
Things will be different because I am not about to be insecure about who I am because you are not happy with the decision you made.
Putting the blame on others get you no where and God isn’t blessing you so you can turn on the ones who are helping you through it all because being human means taking care of the ones who matter.
Not about praising others and complaining about everyone else as if we are not like family.
Written By: Deirdre Stokes
Copyright ©️ 2015 By Deirdre Stokes


but feeling like I’m falling short in everything around me.
There are moments when it feels I’ve missed out and that I’ve lost sight of everything.
As my once sharp mind has fallen to the side and everything is so much more difficult to navigate to a point of just blindly guiding myself to a spot I’ve not been and that this will be the place.
A place that would stay intact after you are gone, in hopes the people after you will take care of it as much as you do.
You know that you are stressed and overworked and yet you have to keep pushing yourself to do more just to be above the average person.
You don’t want to keep struggling but you know that if you don’t do it no one will and the need to get it done is urgent and in full force.
There is no turning back now as the time to keep moving and being able to do the impossible is now.
I will do my best to stand up tall and make everything that has been thrown at me not a big deal for someone has to get it done and clearly it isn’t going to be the other people around me.
Standing as tall as I can be and sometimes the battle is lonely but in the end when the Victory is mine I guess the finish line will only be crossed by me.
Written By: Deirdre Stokes
Copyright ©️ 2015 By Deirdre Stokes