Poetry

Shadow of my past!

You stand there

As still as a statue.

Its dark and soon

You become the shadow

Of my past.

Only coming around when the present

Looks too good to be true.

 

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Poetry

Frustrated

For my heart is in a place that doesn’t seem safe.
The thorns grow more out of control each day.
Poking and causing pain like never before.
There is no situation to what my heart is going through.

There’s not even an explanation to how this started or when it will end.
So I’m frustrated to the point of I’m just standing here waiting for something to happen.
For I have no moves left to take and no words left to say.

 

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Poetry

Beauty come back to me!

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What started off so beautiful as the sunset

quickly turned so dark, and I couldn’t stop myself from walking right into the quicksand.

Soon it was dragging me down.

How did  I get so far away from  that beauty I once got so blinded by.

On a journey all on my own, I can’t let the darkness slip in through the

cracks of my life anymore.

So beauty when your ready to come back I will be waiting with  my lights on.

 

 

 

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Poetry

Hurt

by your words as they pour out of your mouth.

Time sometimes can’t fix the things that don’t go

away as each day passes by.

Those words haunt you for the rest of your life.

Floating around in your head and no matter how hard you try to forget them.

They don’t go away and they are burned in your memory like a tattoo is inked into your skin.

Forever apart of your life, whether you like it or not.

 

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Poetry

Not a concern anymore!

What am I waiting for

your not coming back

for awhile.

I’m a lost toy to you something you out grown.

I’m in the dust under your bed in the deep corners you never looked.

To afraid to see the truth, if only one more push.

You would have found me and maybe then no one would feel hurt.

Like a memory from the past, I’m not a concern anymore.

And when years have past and you decide to redecorate.

You move that small bed and there I am.

 I am old and you barely recognize me.

But you smile as a memory comes to you.

Then you toss me to the trash and like that I’m gone for good.

 

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Poetry

Ignored

Neglected by your silence

Rejected by your lack of words.

How much longer do I try to stand by.

For you to figure out I’m not as tough as I seem.

 

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Street

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A street that is less traveled as the one thing in life gets in the way.

Snow or better known as the problem.

Sometimes it comes down on you slowly and quick and with a blink of the eye it’s gone.

But sometimes it’s quick and painfully long as it comes into your life and doesn’t leave for a lifetime.

It blocks the only street you have to get out and the fight to get out just disappears.

And a blanket of resentment and fear and regret and helplessness covers over you.

And you wonder if your street will ever be the same and once you get out.

Will that be without bumps and bruises?

Probably not for this problem is better waited out.

Eventually it will go away.

 

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Poetry

Pretending never last!

Sometimes I can pretend that it’s all okay

but the truth is pretending can only last for

so long before the true feelings come back

stronger than before.

And as they hit me the wind is knocked out of me.

And I can’t pretend anymore.

 

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Poetry

I didn’t want it be this way

For I still care so much but

it feels so wrong to stay.

The words are pouring out of me and you

can’t seem to help me stop and now

I’m stuck in-between should I stay or should I go.

 

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Poetry

Lonely

An acoustic poem written by only using the letters of the word lonely and has to be about the word lonely.

Left alone I hear about the lies

Only you know the truth

No one seems to want to tell me the truth as the

Echo’s of the lie run  through my mind as I sit alone and I see the

Lips so un true smile back at me as everyone stays away from me, I try to get help so this would all end. But those lips begin to

Yell at me to go away for I’m not wanted and no one wants to know me. And so I’m alone again.

 

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Poetry

Sometimes words hurt

The day you threw everything at me with your words, and it was like someone hitting me over and over with rotten tomatoes.

There wasn’t a good outcome to this situation.

As I tried to run they begun to hit me harder and I stumbled a couple of times trying to get my footing.

Then I feel nothing as I got too far away for your tomatoes to hit or hurt me and I am free.

I finally can smile and lift my arms to the air as I feel the pain slide away like the mess of the tomatoes from my clothes.

And I know this time I won’t let that happen again for I’m stronger now.

My words will block out yours, and if that fails I will just put on my headphones and walk away.

 

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Poetry

Uncertain

I let myself move on from what happened.

But I never truly got over it, for these uncertainties keep coming  up.

Even though your gone from my life and mind.

I need to face the truth that it was not me and that you made me feel like I was a bother.

I question that every time I talk to someone more than once a day.

Am I this person that clings so I won’t be alone.

And can I handle being alone and on my own.

Or am I to broken to get over that I’m not a bother and that someone will want me around.

 

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Poetry

I just wanted your time

Is that so hard to ask

Can’t you see the sadness in my eyes

as I stand in front of you, do I need to wave for you to help me.

For some reason you walk right by me and I feel the pain hit me all over again.

I’m just a ghost now and still you show no emotions towards me.

I just wish it didn’t have to come to this but I can’t go back

I’m not like a movie you can’t rewind and go back and stop it before it happens

I’m gone and all I  wanted was your time.

 

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Poetry

I wonder what will happen!

I wonder how I would be if I truly let you be.

Would it help me not feel this way.

But some how even though I want to stay away I say something so you pull me back in.

Will I ever want to pull away.

Even though I want to stay forever even if it’s nothing more than just an friendship.

 

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Poetry

Who truly knew her!

What to let out because it’s suffocating me if I don’t get a release soon.

Things seem so different on this side of things.

so much sadness that is so well hidden comes flooding out today.

what is there to say as she looks out the window wishing things were different.

She hides it all so well that the positivity radiating off her would makes you think she genuinely happy.

But behind closed doors she cries to herself and no one will ever know unless she lets you in.

And she won’t because that leads to disappointment and false hope that things will get better for her.

No one realizes how much of her is left and over time she will be gone and there won’t be anyone holding on to the memories of her.

She will just be gone like yesterday, the joys, the laugher, the smile, the affection and the meaning of how much she gave will not ever be known.

 

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