it end sooner or later
will I even know when the days start to seem different
like shorter because I’m sleeping more.
Or will it all seem longer as I read more and get lost in what’s in front of me and not in everything going on around me as it all just fades away.
And I’m all alone before I know what happened and maybe at first it will be sad but
over time it will just become my new normal and maybe over time I will accept that and move on.
Will I know when the time will come or will it just happen and I just happen to wake up one day and know everything is different.
And I feel different and only a few things make me feel connected to this world but all the worldly things just don’t do it for me anymore.
I just don’t feel that desire to crave the things that everyone else is looking forward too and then I wonder what I am I looking forward too.
When will I know this is it and there is nothing to go back too and I don’t feel sad about the things that I’ve left behind and the things that left me behind.
I’ll finally be at a place in my life where all that I thought I needed was never mine and all that I have now is all that I ever needed.
Written By: Deirdre Stokes

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