me choose what I need to do right now.
For even though I feel like I have the answer it’s clear that I don’t.
What I want to happen may not happen as the darkness that surrounds my life swallows me whole once again.
The feeling of knowing what I am supposed to do vanish with the light that was protecting from the pain and sadness that overcomes me right now.
The path that I walk on is not clear to see and I feel like I’ve been walking in circles lately and no matter how hard I try there is no relief in this journey I am trying to go on.
The beating of my heart is all that carries me forward but the silence feels so not right as I push away the noise and lay down and hope when I wake up tomorrow things will be better and brighter on this side of my life.
Written By: Deirdre Stokes