I started this blog at 26 and am now 35 years old. I have gone from being just a lady wanting to find a place to write.
I am committed to making this place my writing home, a place to write and own my talent, confident that I am showing myself.
I have gone from writing almost every day to posting positive quotes every day and slowly getting back to writing.
From blogger to published author to becoming an Empowering writing coach for women.
To try to make time to write and do art and feel so much alive for this year, I have leaned on faith and found new ways to look at the world around me.
I see the beauty and feel the breeze and cold air skipping at me, and I embrace what more years I have left to write and share on this blog.
I’ve grown so much as a writer, and I am truly grateful for all who have been here from the start and helped me become a better writer. I hope I can keep going strong for many years more.
Also, welcome to all the newcomers to my blog. I hope to bring some new poetry soon and keep up the positive quotes as well.
And I reflect on how much October gave me back my hope.
Creativity has been quite a battle for me this year, and it’s been rough, as art and writing are like breathing, joy, and just feeling alive.
With fall arriving, the colors of the leaves change and brighten up nature. Everything is so pretty, and it makes you pause to appreciate just how lucky it is to be alive and to breathe in fresh air.
Witness the cold and hot, with the weather not quite sure what it wants to be.
To take a real vacation to Paris with my sisters, of all places, and appreciate art, culture, and history all in one visit has made me feel blessed and renewed.
It’s been a while since I’ve gone on a trip, let alone out of the country. But I felt the love and saw the beauty and kindness that we seem to see and hear less of these days.
I felt the joy and excitement of a little kid seeing something great for the first time.
It was like something woke up inside of me, and now I can’t wait to see what the rest of this year has in store for me and what next year will bring me.
But for now, I’ll live for today, November 2nd, and I hope for more beauty and joy to light me up again.
They say because it will be your birthday soon enough.
Or make a wish, and everything will be okay
I’ve taken so many chances and risks, but somehow, I keep getting back up and trying again.
But sometimes, I ask myself, “Why are you doing this task that is calling you to do uncomfortable things?”
I’ve realized life could be difficult, but I can overcome it.
First, I must believe and go with it because letting self-doubt set me up will only lead to being stuck and not moving through life, no matter how big the desire is.
So make that wish, fly as high as you can, and just know you can and will make it!
But also, it’s a little chilly this month, but I would rather be a little cold than hot.
It’s a perfect time to crave pumpkins and put up spooky decorations, but right now, I am calm as I cut off the top and pull out the guts and seeds inside.
It’s so calming to focus on a task that may be a little messy, but it’s a joy to see what kind of spooky face I can create.
Art takes a different form, and I am lucky to be creating it as I bundle up for warmth.
But it’s the joy and warmth inside of doing something that makes me get in the spirit of October and Halloween that truly delights me.
I am so excited about what October holds for me—and I hope it holds a lot, as this month will be one full of great memories for me!
I would be able to see the stars so clearly that day.
It felt like I finally got that second chance to spend time outside in nature.
There was no rushing to my next destination
I could think, get lost in the night sky, and see the beauty around me.
It was breathtaking to see, and I initially didn’t want to take a picture of this moment because I was in it.
But letting this sky fade from my memory made me snap a picture, knowing I would never forget it. If I did, I could pull up the image and know this was the day everything came clear.
If I allowed the light into my life and accepted that the darkness would be there, too.
Because in the darkness, light, like the stars, always guides us home.
Do you feel good today as the cold air nips at your arms and legs?
Or does the cold air wash over you and wrap around your body like a thin sheet, and you can’t shake the feeling no matter how much you try to warm up?
But then, just like that, the air changes, and it’s warm outside again, and you miss the coolness of the breeze blowing through your hair.
And the patting of the dog is all you hear before you squat away the bugs and get back inside before it rains.
Now that you’re indoors, preparing a delicious dinner, you’ve completely forgotten about the rain that never arrived. It’s as if you were anticipating something big, but instead, you’ve been pleasantly surprised with an evening that’s turning out to be delightful!
Relax and give me a break because I’ve been running around too long.
And I feel like no matter what I did, nothing was happening or moving forward.
So here I am, putting in the work and taking the time to rest.
It is time to rest, and I know tomorrow I will pour it all out .
But for now, I need sleep, as I have fallen asleep too many times today just trying to get this done.
I know I am on others’ time as well, but right now, I must rest and be present for myself.
It’s time to regain my sleep and energy and show up shining, as I have always wanted to.
It’s time to be the phoenix again, to rise from the ashes of my old self, to embrace this new journey, and to know that I am enough and that I got this.
But here I am, breathing in the fresh air and having no thoughts or insight as I am just in the present moment of great peace.
Oh, how my green wants to blend in with nature’s greens to be so beautiful, grow strong, and handle all the storms with grace.
Staying here feels like home, and if only I could stay more than an hour here and there, I would never have to overthink anything, for I would know exactly how to handle each situation without hesitation.
If only I could stay and not return to the reality of the unknown ahead of me.