I

was a fool to think this was how it was going to end. 

I always wanted to be in control and maybe lately I have been more out of control than anything. 

The feeling of anger was burning through me so powerful and strong and the feeling was real. 

So much hurt but, so much forgiveness that the all of a sudden I was not myself and no matter how much I tried to shake the feeling away. 

It just grew stronger until there was nothing left to fight and all I could do was embrace who I had become 

And sadly there was no going back and the person I used to be was gone in her place someone less caring and kind and just out to be left alone for good this time. 

Written By: Deirdre Stokes