it to be all about the presents as the days get closer and closer to Christmas this year but the truth is I don’t care for gifts this year.
I don’t really have the desire for something big or something small.
I just want to feel the joy and to enjoy the peace and quiet and just enjoy the time I have before things change again.
I know that I am more into the decorating parts and just living in the moment we’ll it last and not about how many gifts are under the tree.
I’ve seem to have out grown the gifts and simple if I need something I just get it unless the price is better doing black Friday but even then I don’t need to want until Christmas too have it.
A present is nice but I’m not worrying about it this year for I’ll watch a movie or the parade and drink some eggnog and call it a day for soon the new year will be coming around.
And yet again things will be different and noting will be the same again.
But I feel I will be okay with that in 2020 but until then I will do my best to fix my little bit left of 2019.
cold outside that all I can think of once I’m inside again is a nice cup of hot chocolate with some whip cream on top or marshmallows.
To help warm me up inside again for I am not ready for how cold it is right now as the days get closer to Thanksgiving and then Christmas.
But I do enjoy a day of being inside and just watching a movie well been all warm and not having to deal with the cold outside, for I am not ready for snow when it gets too cold.
I can barely stand the weather now as it goes up and down and the wind isn’t helping at all either.
But tonight I’ll try to forget the cold as I wrap up in my blanket and drink something hot and sweet and think about warm things as it rains all night long.