All

I hoped for seems so far way.

Like a story that is only half written and it is up to me to finish it.

But, there is always something that gets in the way and yet it’s always up to me to fix it.

I’m not the fixer up type and I won’t be your plan B or option 1 or 2 when you have no one else.

The answer is not yes and probably will be a no and will I feel sorry no I won’t.

Too tired to care about the things that are not going your way or mine at this moment.

I realize that I probably won’t last as long as you want me too because I’m just tired and I know I’m strong enough to get through it all but why should I.

I don’t care about the money or the time, I just want a piece of mind at the end of the day.

I guess I know that there are higher and better things for me to do than deal with the things that will be left behind when I’m gone from this place.

Written By: Deirdre Stokes

Copyright ©️ 2015 By Deirdre Stokes