Month: October 2019
Like
Falling water so much is falling away from my life.
My mind is working hard to keep up with the added demands this place keeps throwing my way.
You try to say sane but your making mistakes left and right.
You know all you need is some sleep but the demands are still there.
So you close your eyes for just a second and soon so much time has passed, and you wake up all of a sudden.
The demands are no longer apply to you as you enjoy the little freedom you have left in your day.
Written By: Deirdre Stokes
Copyright ©️ 2019 By Deirdre Stokes
Quote of the day
I stand
Here wondering if I’m making the right move.
If I shouldn’t just leave too and worry about the consequences later on.
But, the truth is I want out so badly that I will risk it all to make it out in one piece in the end.
I know that it is time to go and I know if I don’t leave it will be more than my tears that will be left behind.
All I can do is get through today and hope to be around for tomorrow.
For it will be a start and chance to do things better.
Written By: Deirdre Stokes
Copyright ©️ 2019 By Deirdre Stokes
Quote of the day
Quote of the day
Today proved
That anything is possible and now it’s time to celebrate.
You are free and soon the headaches and stress will not be on your side anymore.
You will be able to do so much more because you just have to believe In yourself.
I know great things are happening for you and soon so much more for me too.
I know the struggle is real but as long as I know things are looking up it will be better.
Longer hours but, I can see the reward before the end.
Written By: Deirdre Stokes
Copyright ©️ 2019 By Deirdre Stokes
Sometimes
Image by: Deirdre Stokes
It’s not about the storm and how much it is coming down.
But, about the rainbow that comes after it.
For all the anger or frustration before the storm is clearly wiped away when you realize all you want to do is smile.
Now that your looking at such a beautiful rainbow.
That your pain for the days are ruin anyway and now you can explore something else.
Learn something new and very just not give up in the end for you know there is light to every darkness.
Written By: Deirdre Stokes
Copyright ©️ 2019 By Deirdre Stokes
Quote of the day
What am I
Waiting for as everything just goes down hill.
The frustration is strong and the demand to get it done is ridiculous.
As the anger boils up with nothing left but ashes when I’m done.
Nothing matters anymore as all I see is red and all I want is for the bullshit to end so I can walk way with a smile on my face and the termination of knowing it will not matter in the end
Tomorrow will not be worth it in the end I know I won’t be.
Written By: Deirdre Stokes
Copyright ©️ 2019 By Deirdre Stokes
Quote of the day
Seven days
Of just moving around
With no real directions.
Just trying to get things done.
But, thankfully the last two I wasn’t alone but with a real team.
There was focus and encouragement and hope insight.
I just know things were looking up but, then the reality of these last two days is it isn’t permanent.
Only a temporary thing and my hope of peace and joy are all just short term things and the anxiety and stress will come back in full force.
Written By: Deirdre Stokes
Copyright ©️ 2019 By Deirdre Stokes
Do you see
Me as the rain begins to pour down more and more.
I stood out here waiting where you said would be a perfect spot.
But, instead it turned out to be the worst spot as I watched you that day with her.
You ignored my text and calls as you laughed and stayed dry from the rain pouring all around.
I felt like I became the rain that day as I melted away.
Out of your mind and out of your life and there is no regret felt from me but I’m sure you may have some but that not my concern anymore.
Written By: Deirdre Stokes
Copyright ©️ 2019 By Deirdre Stokes
What a
Weekend from so cold
To still cold now raining all around me.
Not in the mood to go out but things still have to get done.
One more day and back to the reality of what a mess things are when no one cares.
I know I’m blessed because things could be different and for that I am grateful because today the rain is wasting away the stress of last week.
And hopefully bringing in new light to guide me through the storms of my life that are soon to blow in.
Written By: Deirdre Stokes
Copyright ©️ 2019 By Deirdre Stokes
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