I don’t

 Want to shut down as everything around me seems so unlikely to turnout well.

I know as I stare the fear in the face right now that I have so much grace that there is nothing that can break me.

For I refuse to do what everyone else is doing if it isn’t what’s right for me.

I know what I don’t need in my life but what’s the end game for me is still not clear.

But I have hope that things will work out for me if I keep doing what I love to do.

Sometimes I wonder how it would have been If I had made different plans.

But the truth is I’m in an good place right now and complaining and wishing gets me no where.

For action is what needs to be done now if I want things to go well now.

I know tonight will hopefully lead to tomorrow because I’m not ready for the story of me to be over before it really gets good.

Written By: Deirdre Stokes
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