Tag: Not in the mood

The mood as I feel the darkest winning today

And my words are not lovely but ugly and wrong, and my frustration is intense.

Not in the mood to deal with the things that make me strong and happy.

I’m not in the mood to do much, but I know I’m grateful to be alive today.

And as my negatives slowly become positives again, I realize I’m moving backward, not forward.

And I don’t want that as I’ve worked so hard to improve, for I am my number one priority.

And yet I allowed my mood to set me back, and now I must reflect and refocus on what I want.

For I know, other than God, no one is fighting as hard as I am to stay on the right track and become who I am meant to be.

Written By: Deirdre Stokes Copyrighted ©️ 2022 By Deirdre Stokes