Tag: unsure

Poetry

I feel

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That I want to reach out and stay connected to everyone even though I know it’s not possible.

I somehow still put that stress on myself until I just don’t care.

I feel like my life is calm and yet it doesn’t feel fulfilled.

I’m lost even though I am finally in a good place.

But of course no story is going to continue on without some bumps in the road.

The urge to find the answers to why I feel this way right now is so strong.

But I just don’t have the time to deal with it or every time I have to deal with it I avoid it at all cost.

Written By: Deirdre Stokes

Copyright ©️ 2020 By Deirdre Stokes

Poetry

I guess

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What I am saying is sometimes a bad thing has to end for a good thing to begin.

I am trying to convince myself that this bad thing will just go away on its own but it has been almost three years and it has just got worse.

It’s like I was living the life with a little bit of joy flowing my way and it was all great and now I’m living with not even a spoonful of joy.

A frown is how you see my face unless you are paying for me to have a smile on my face now.

The ability to get my face to turn up is not something possible right now when I all hear is your words of dissatisfied about everything even when I’m doing my best in a situation that is really out of my hand.

I do my best when I’m with the best and we work together and are equal with the responsibilities and we both know what we are capable of handling what is in front of us at all times.

 

 

 

Written By: Deirdre Stokes
Copyright ©️ 2015 By Deirdre Stokes