Holding

back as I write this letter to you.

I pace myself as I really want to tell you everything going on

but, I just can’t for things aren’t the same anymore.

The minute I started to write you the energy inside me was off

and my guard went up.

And, I don’t know if things will get better between us as things just seem

so off and maybe it’s just because everything is slowly taking a new direction.

And that only time will tell if things will be almost the same or so different, I wish

I could just say the words I need to say to you but instead I bit my tongue and write you

the simple things in my  life.

Written By: Deirdre Stokes