I

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know this time I need to lay down and not get up so quickly because I don’t need to make a decision right now.

For if I get back up right now the peace and love I feel will go away and the anger and frustration will come back full force and right now I just need this time to center me and worry about me not about the situation I can’t control.

So tired of thinking about the thing that is the elephant in the room even when you are no longer in the room.

You just won’t stay away and your voice just has to be heard and right now all I want to do is not deal with this situation and to truly leave it behind me as I walk away and never look back.

I don’t want to remember you when I open my eyes and move on from this place for you are my worst nightmare the reason little white lies are at the front of my mind every time you ask me to do something on my day off.

Will my life stay like this forever or will I find a way to escape the elephant in the room.

Written By: Deirdre Stokes