I don’t

want to stay

anymore and that’s okay.

Maybe not to you but, for me it is for I feel like all the things that have been thrown at me lately has made me so much stronger and wiser.

I need to let go and believe that there is a better place for me now.

No more anger or being pushed  to my limit day and night in this place.

I don’t know if you will ever understand but, this space is what is needed right now  because I want to breathe and feel the air on my face more than two days a week.

I want to walk with my head up high and know that I am doing what I deserve to do.

I am working hard for me and not for someone else because the end goal is all about me and that has all I ever been working for.

At the end I guess it doesn’t matter if you understand because this is my time and I won’t let your worries concern me anymore.

Written By: Deirdre Stokes