Am

I to allow myself to get carried away because I want to please everyone but myself.

Regret of staying in this place has me trying to explain why I don’t want to be more than what I’ve been given.

I don’t want to be bitter or questioning

What has been an great experience at first  but, now it’s an nightmare I can’t seem to shake.

No matter how hard I want to run I just can’t seem to get far even though that’s all I want to do.

Is get away and not ever speak of this place again for it’s not worth it.

So much stress and drama from such a small place.

It traps you if you get to close and even though you know better it still finds a way to draw you in.

Written By: Deirdre Stokes
Copyright ©️ 2019 By Deirdre Stokes