Not in

Photo by Ali Pazani on Unsplash

mood for cheer as Christmas is gone and the days are slowly unwinding  down from 2019 and slowly but surely towards 2020.

I know I should still be happy as there is still some Christmas movies and sweets left for me to eat and to enjoy.

I still have books to read and weather to stay out of for it is quite cold this year and right now I rather be sleeping and not dealing with the stupidity of someone else.

I am not a child anymore and to be in charge of my life right now seems great even though I know I’m not fully in charge but I know that I have some control of things and yet you want to try to cut me down and just think I will just fall back and do the same stuff all over again.

Would mean you are  the fool I’ve been trying to avoid and right now I’ve lost my voice and have nothing left to say and nothing left to for I know I’m not meant to have been here this long anyways.

Written By: Deirdre Stokes
Copyright ©️ 2019 By Deirdre Stokes