I don’t want to rush for I live for these moments when life just slows down for well I’m not in a hurry to go anywhere.
I wish I could be off more for the peace I get from not hearing someone else other than my own voice.
I don’t want to deal with things that are mostly out of my hands but here I am dealing with stuff that happened before I came along.
The stress I could definitely do without as I’m tired of rushing around and just for once would like to not rush and just enjoy these moments for sooner or later these moments will be fewer.
Time seems to be long when you’ve been around for a while but the feeling of not rushing to get somewhere is one of the best moments for me.
You want to be rescued from the pain that your hiding behind those eyes.
You want to be seen as good but, your past is so dark that you don’t know how to embrace the light that is coming into your present.
You want to be seen as the person who is now good and has been forgiven for the his past and now is living in the moment that can change everything.
Your heart just wants to be loved and accepted because well life can get lonely sometimes and you don’t really know whose apart of that life anymore.
You trying so hard to look forward but, the good times of the past keep flashing before your eyes.
And you begin to wonder what life would have been like things had turned out a different way.
But, you begin to realize that every struggle that you had come across was a blessing for your life is where it needs to be right now.
You feel happy and satisfied and even though most days are tough, you continue to get up and be strong and motivated to do what needs to get down because you want to be here when something new comes along.