Gravity in this moment and hoping it won’t let me fall
but if it does I will just get back up and try again.
For it is not time to give up and move on without accomplishing the things I have started now not next week but this week.
I know that the end of the month is coming to an end soon so it is time to get a move on it and do what I know what I need to do and make the most of it too.
You stand there all alone as if you have no one on your side anymore, maybe you don’t reach out anymore because those hands that used to hold you dear.
Loosen up the hold on you and you slipped into a place you never thought you would end up in.
A tunnel that you walked alone at least that’s what you felt at first, everything you thought was the right path for you left you still feeling empty and unsatisfied.
You begun to search for the answer to what it was or who it was you were missing, it turns out you were missing a big chunk of your life line.
And once you had it, you couldn’t stop praising it and some understand the love you have for your god.
Well others respect that’s what you believe but, choose to live another way and as much as you want them to live your way.
You let them live for what they choose to live for but, that does not mean you don’t pray for them any less than you do for those who believe too.
You decided that day that you found your voice again and you won’t be quite for what if just one word or poem could help someone reach out and do what they love to do or decide they are worth staying in the world.
And their light is needed just as much as yours is, this is not the end but the beginning to so much more.
The struggle is there no matter who you are but, it’s the way you handle it that will help you to survive and be happy and strong again.
trying to be rude but, I just need to tell you the truth right now for I just can’t hold my tongue anymore.
This is not working out for me and as I smile in your face well I truly die more inside than anything I’ve ever faced in my life.
You are the bad to my good and I no longer want to be apart of your wrong.
I feel so strong but, to be truthful I am a mess as I walk through these doors and I come undone because you are my worst nightmare.
There is not one nice thing I can say about you right now and so I will let you have it all because well that’s just how I am now.
I don’t have a care in the world that well I’m hurting your feelings but, the pain you have put me through just overrides the kindness in my heart and I just can’t stand to be weak anymore.
I will be strong and I will stand strong and I won’t back down even if the outcome is not good.
For I’ve not felt this so alive in over a year now and well I’m done and I just don’t know how to say my goodbye even though I happy that it will end soon.
The tears that I’ve been holding back well they are flowing down my face faster than I can handle but I know this end is something that had to happen.
I hope you accept my goodbye and as we both move on, I hope nothing but the best for you.
My imagination drives me to a place that is more at peace than the reality life I live in each day.
I just wish for one moment that time would stop and I can enjoy things around me and when I’ve had my fill then time can speed up again.
I just want to imagine all the things that make this world beautiful be surrounding me in this moment that changes everything for me.
Maybe one day it will come true but, for now reality is where I am and some times I close my eyes and I see the world for what it truly is and my heart and mind are at peace again.
Let go and find yourself as you feel the warm water on your feet and then your legs and as you dive into the water and you feel at peace again.
Let the stress of your day or week fade away and center yourself again so that when the stress gets the best of you again you can and will handle it.
Don’t let anyone bring you down when you know you are meant to be something great and better than what everyone else thinks of you, for you know who your suppose to be in the end.
Like the rat trying to drink some left over Starbucks drink, I’m just trying to survive and not keep struggling with the same things going on in my life.
I’m just looking for an option that will set me free from the things that I’ve been running from lately.
I am standing on top of all the things that didn’t work out and all the people who tried to tear me down, and I am finally free from the stress and the struggle that has been in my way.
Here we go onto the escalator as we head in the direction of our destination
to be free and get time off without stressing over work and anything else.
To finally get to enjoy the breeze and fresh air outside and not just the cold A.C. inside your job.
To be around different people and not feel like you can’t be yourself and just enjoy the time you have to yourself.
The days you got off will be spent enjoying the life that you need a break from and to not have someone question you about anything just felt so nice and relaxing for the feeling of not being overwhelmed is the best feeling in your world right now.
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