Sometimes I wonder what’s going on in some people mind because the simple words seem foreign to them.
And they’re not hard to understand either, so I sit there repeating myself feeling like I’m not speaking English.
I feel like some brains are being wasted and when the mind is something you are taking for granted then what will the world become.
You have to slow down and think about things sometimes but, if you are not thinking about anything then the simple things like how may I help you begin to sound foreign to you.
Life becomes so much harder and that mind that could have been used and put to good use is wasting away in your head and you see nothing wrong with that at this point because you are way past saving at this point.
My favorite thing to do was make her smile and blush at my sometimes not appropriate jokes.
She always said I said the more sexual things in public and I should be ashamed of myself but, I just can’t help myself because it’s just too easy to get her to blush and slap my arm for embarrassing her.
These moments were always my favorite, that’s why I never did them when I knew she was in a really bad mood.
For that would only turn her against me in those moments and seeing her sad or really pissed off because of what I did was never fun.
She always came around when I apologies and told her I would do better and well I have improved and I know tomorrow.
She will blush and she will cry and in a happy way and that is the only way I want it to be when it comes to her.
Everyday my patience is tested and right now I can honesty say someone days I know that I lose and they win.
But, more than likely they lose and the temper comes out and the nasty words come flying out their mouth.
And they try to hit you well you’re not looking for they want to break you and they want you to give them what they want.
But, the truth is you have had a enough and now as the words come pouring out of their mouth you just ignore it until it goes away.
And as their empty threats are thrown at you, you just want to tell them you just don’t care and they can go stuff all their negative shit where the sun don’t shine.
But, in the end you just stay quiet and you let them walk away and you just move on to the next person who is just waiting to get what they need next.
The cycle repeats its self almost daily and you just have to have patience during the long period of times when you feel like you are being hit from all sides with no end.
You want to crumble and let it just smash you into non-existent but, you realize that you too deserve better and you too are human and just work for the man.
The frustration shouldn’t be pointed at you but, you are present and so you become the victim and the target for whoever wants you to be right now.
So patience is all you can have because in the end, it doesn’t matter how many ways you explain something someone who wants to be right all the time is not going to hear you.
So be the bigger person and act quick because if you don’t end it now it will go on and on until you get sucked up in the mix of crazy.
And trust me this crazy is not the crazy you want a point of now or ever.
I stand there about to give you the paper back to you when you just reach out and snatch it right out of my hand.
I can’t believe that you would do that and I’m mad that you think that is okay to do to me.
I want to say something but I’m so pissed that I just say have a nice day and move on with what I need to do before I do something I will regret.
I try to forget your actions after you walk away but, the thought of what you did seems to run through my mind as the day slows down and I think over all the moments of my day.
You seem to have grabbed that happy mood from me and turn it into something ugly and I know I shouldn’t let your action affect me so much.
For out of sight out of mind sometimes works for me but, you always come back in my life and so the memories that make my blood boil really seem to be happening more and more lately.
I was captivated by your voice as I listened to your new song
each word making me love to listen to this song over and over again.
So many songs and yours is one of my favorite this week and I just can’t stop listening to it as I try to relax a little before I have to wine down for the night.
This song reminds me of what life can be like when it is good and the bad things don’t outweigh the good things at the end of the day.
I woke up feeling great and just when I was about to get up all of a sudden this feeling of weakness took over my body.
And all the energy I thought I had just went out the window and I felt so sad and mad that I had overworked my body and now on my day off.
I couldn’t truly enjoy my day off as I lied in bed most of the day trying to rest up for I knew what life had in store for me would not be easy for me to just get up and go if I didn’t give my body the rest it needed.
So off the grid I went and even though the time I had still didn’t feel like enough I took what was given to me and made something of it.
Because, soon I was quickly back on a pose I didn’t want but I had to accept and move forward with a smile on my face.
I was so used to faking it that I didn’t know how to turnoff the smile when I didn’t truly mean to show it.
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