She walks with so much grace as those who don’t know her watch and judge her
like it’s a game.
She does everything with an honor of doing it for her Lord, for she could judge too and be all that everyone else is.
Or she could be different and step out on what others think makes you worth of their time.
She feels she is worth for she was giving a certain path to live on and she knows that maybe what she does is not what people think she was meant to do.
But, it is a path she is on and for that she is grateful for, for the past was not all good and the future is a mystery in certain areas.
But, she is happy to know she is worth for the breath she breathes everyday and all the things she does to make someone else day good when all she wants to do is have a day without much stress.
With Laura its been a long time since I did this but I’m excited to do this prompt
Photos By: Laura
I surrender to the unknown for I don’t want to keep looking over my shoulder out of fear that it’s all going to go down hill soon.
I want to embrace my fears and take risks with a smile on my face and I don’t want to stop living life to it’s fullest because tomorrow may not be promised to me.
I won’t let anything hold me back and so each day I’m leaving it all on the floor for if I dont surrender myself to it all today what if tomorrow doesn’t come and I don’t want to ever regret not telling you the truth.
So accept what I have to say for at the end of the day things could end great or they could just end.
I want to know that I surrendered it all and left it all behind as I follow God to a higher place.
I want to know that I wrote my heart out and that every word that came out of my mind was received and helped in ways that are known and unknown to me.
something inside of me that is awakening this morning and it feels so right and it feels like home.
I’m on my way to seeing the bigger picture of who I’m suppose to be, I’ve thrown away all the things that made me doubt myself and made me crawl into the hole of darkness.
The darkness that seemed to control my life for so long that I couldn’t see the people who care for me.
But, that darkness doesn’t exist in my present as the light out shines everyone who doesn’t know the real me.
You see I used to be so broken that the pieces that were there won’t enough to keep me going and, as I fought to keep up this wall that kept the real me hidden.
It was failing so bad that pretending wasn’t option for me anymore and I had to act quick or I would be seen as weak and not in the right mind.
So I fought with all my might and I realized my worth didn’t depend on where I wasn’t in my life and what I wasn’t doing.
So yea I’m not doing what they say I should be but, I don’t care because I’ve never been in such a better place in my life.
There’s something awakening inside of me right now and I won’t trade it in for what you may be doing in your life.
For my happiness and well-being is more important to me, so back off for my ending will only end in knowing I did what I was supposed to do and if you really cared you support me no matter what.