I never thought one day I’d be someone’s queen and smile so brightly
for this day is the best day of my life.
To dress up in the most precious gown to me and feel so amazing that simple words can’t explain how I felt that day.
You looked at me with so much love that I didn’t think I could receive and keep inside of me when times get tough and I need so badly to cling to that love.
I know that you love me and that this picture will always be one of your favorites and I hope one day to capture one of me looking at you as you smile so brightly.
Smile captured my heart every time I see you doing something you love like playing on your guitar on your days off.
Or when you laugh at something that’s funny to you that laugh I could listen to all night if I have too.
There is so much joy and light inside of you that spending time with you always puts me in a good mood.
You tell me to follow my dreams for you see so much potential in me and you know that only over time will I keep growing the gift that I was blessed with.
You smile at me and laugh when I’m being so stubborn and you know that if I just let go and ask for help things would be so much more simpler for me.
You are one lucky person I tell you all the time because you get to know me and you laugh because you know I’m right and yet you just won’t admit it.
For me being right would just grow my already big head.
me play you a song because I heard you were really into music and love original songs.
So here I go to the girl in the front row that stole my heart the moment our eyes meant that night six months ago.
As you song and played your guitar to the song you dedicated to me, I couldn’t stop crying and smiling to the sweet lyric you wrote about me and our love story.
I knew that everything that we had been through was worth working out and that or future was brighter than I thought it could possibly be.
I had so much hope that we would work out because of that day changed me and opened my eyes to a side of you I didn’t know existed.
I fell in love with you more that night and that song became my favorite song of all time and I still play it now and then when you don’t personally sing it to me.
We made it so much farther than maybe we would have if you hadn’t written that song and laid it all out for me that day.
Because, before that night it was so hard to get you to spill how you felt without you closing up and the conversion always ending before I got all my answers from you.
Your smile and your laugh lights up my face all the time.
The time we have together is always what I look forward too
the most because it’s when I’m not stressed out and at my highest moment of happiness.
My smile reaches my eyes and these moments make me believe that anything is possible if I just have a little faith and believe it will all work out in the end.
Drawn to you like a magnet that I never want to pull away from.
I hope everyone is enjoying this day with their mother or you are a mother or soon to be mother.
I know that some of you mothers may no longer be here and today will be sad for you but, just keep the love she shared with you while she was here bright and strong in your hearts today.
I hope everyone has a blessed day and enjoy the little bit of relax you may receive today.
me here as I sit here to wait for you to arrive, repeating each word out loud until I remember each word.
I know that if this speech doesn’t go right it won’t just embarrasses me but you too and I just don’t think I can let my failure be yours too.
I woke up this morning with all the confidence in the world that things were going to go well.
Now, as it pours down raining outside all the good luck I felt before just feels like it got washed away.
As panic set in I want so bad for this to work out because I just can’t continue on with knowing that there is more out there and I have so much to offer.
Just when I am so close to having a panic attack, I get a text from you saying just breathe I’m on my way sorry traffic was crazy.
Today will go down just the way you pictured it, a win that you deserve and will receive because you are what they are looking for and they would be fools to pass you by.
Just like that the switch of doubt is turned back off and I start to get my confidence back and when you arrive.
I already know that tonight will be a success because I am me because of you and all the support you have given me during this time.
Tonight was one of the best wins I have gotten in a while but, I know soon the look on your face will be the greatest win I could have asked for.
To forever with you and to slowly climbing the ladder of success one day at a time.
My favorite thing to do was make her smile and blush at my sometimes not appropriate jokes.
She always said I said the more sexual things in public and I should be ashamed of myself but, I just can’t help myself because it’s just too easy to get her to blush and slap my arm for embarrassing her.
These moments were always my favorite, that’s why I never did them when I knew she was in a really bad mood.
For that would only turn her against me in those moments and seeing her sad or really pissed off because of what I did was never fun.
She always came around when I apologies and told her I would do better and well I have improved and I know tomorrow.
She will blush and she will cry and in a happy way and that is the only way I want it to be when it comes to her.
You stand there all alone as if you have no one on your side anymore, maybe you don’t reach out anymore because those hands that used to hold you dear.
Loosen up the hold on you and you slipped into a place you never thought you would end up in.
A tunnel that you walked alone at least that’s what you felt at first, everything you thought was the right path for you left you still feeling empty and unsatisfied.
You begun to search for the answer to what it was or who it was you were missing, it turns out you were missing a big chunk of your life line.
And once you had it, you couldn’t stop praising it and some understand the love you have for your god.
Well others respect that’s what you believe but, choose to live another way and as much as you want them to live your way.
You let them live for what they choose to live for but, that does not mean you don’t pray for them any less than you do for those who believe too.
You decided that day that you found your voice again and you won’t be quite for what if just one word or poem could help someone reach out and do what they love to do or decide they are worth staying in the world.
And their light is needed just as much as yours is, this is not the end but the beginning to so much more.
The struggle is there no matter who you are but, it’s the way you handle it that will help you to survive and be happy and strong again.
The sound of ripping fabric was loud in my ear as you ripped your shirt to bandage up my arm from the fall I took earlier.
I said I was sorry for ruining one of your shirts but you said it was nothing for helping me was worth it.
Seeing me in pain was worst than ripping up a shirt that could be easily be replaced but I was irreplaceable in your eyes.
That day may have not started off great with me being so clumsy but, it surely ended on a good night.
As I sat on my pouch watching and listening to nature as we sipped on some hot chocolate as the wind blew all around us.
The moon was so bright and the stars were few but, we both enjoyed the sound of peace and even though we knew the quiet wouldn’t last long we enjoyed the time we had with it.
then maybe life wouldn’t be such a disappointment for you.
To shield you from the things that just eat me up inside when you hurt, it hurts me the most.
For you to survive and truly live this life I feel like I have to journey through the things that tore you apart and pick up all the pieces you left behind and slowly but surely build you back up.
So one day you can just simply smile because you are alive and the world isn’t as bad as you thought it was.
You will hopefully live everyday with a moment of clarity and to just stop worrying about what others think.
For you have all you ever wanted right in front of your eyes and the things you want to happen will happen and you will wonder one day who made this all possible.
And maybe I will leave a letter and I hope you will be grateful and accept that even though there are moments now that you feel alone.
Just know that I am always in front of you repairing and building the future path for you and keeping you close for the love that I have for you is stronger than you will ever know my dear boy.
One day you will be the man I always knew you could be and there will be a few people around you that you will trust and in the end they will support you through the end.
Just don’t crawl back into the hole of the hopeless for the future for you is more defined than you know.
I could deny that I don’t feel like there was so much more that I needed to say before you closed your eyes and let everything go.
I could have told you the truth and maybe then we both wouldn’t be standing on two different tracks but standing together.
Maybe I wouldn’t be so sad and you wouldn’t be so mad and confused and all the answers we both needed to hear wouldn’t still be mystery to us now.
Maybe your smile would be shining so bright right now instead all I see is a frown on your face.
And maybe seeing you know surround by the people who always have your back would make me happy because, I could just walk over and join you and spend the night laughing so hard that tears comes to my eyes.
You held so much apart of my life that now it just feels like a puzzle that will always be missing the pieces that make it come together.
If only I had the courage to tell you the truth and bring us back together and be as close as we used to be.
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