seems like the only thing I can do as my life seems to be dying here.
Like grass with no hope of rain to come, I’m drying up and turning to a shade of lifelessness.
And before I go I wanted to know wherever I go I will finally have found the peace that I needed so bad.
Somethings are best left alone and forgotten when it’s nothing but toxic washing through something that used be so healthy.
The fight is strong as I navigate down these roads away from the things that have burned me so badly.
I don’t think I’ll ever look back and wonder about the things that could have been because my time is up and I’ve moved on to something else.
I know that this path I am on is leading me away from the things that used to trap be and have me wanting things I don’t really need.
I am not there anymore and maybe one day you will understand the choses I had to make just to make it out of this place alive and healthy.
Sometimes the light that guided me was doom because of my own doubts but, after last night I’m so ready to move on.
The car is packed to its limit and I’m two seconds away from jumping in and once I hit that said that says come back and visit again.
I will be able to truly breathe and no I won’t be coming back to visit for this ride is not short-term but long-term and even if I come back it won’t be to stay.
For the place I call home was never here to begin with.
A lot of people like to rhyme and find the right word that rhymes good with
what they are trying to get across.
I don’t rhyme or try to rhyme just because as I write it doesn’t end up being that way.
But, it can be such an interesting thing to hear someone rhyming a poem out or a rap or a song.
For they are carefully picking out the right words to say to one another and they are trying craft out their thoughts in maybe complete sentences or just a couple of words.
We all know what we are good at and rhyming is something a lot of people like to play with and, I have seen some really good work and it makes me become fascinated by the process that person went through.
The poison oozed from her eyes and mouth as her body tried to push
all the poison out of her system.
They thought it would only take some hours for she was not afraid and was using
all the strength she had left to get the evil out of her and to be pure and safe from the poison that was flowing through her veins that night.
It took days and nights and weeks for her to get her true strength back.
She now knew more about the poison that had been inside her and she knew who had done it.
She laid low for a while to keep her enemies off her trail and let them think she didn’t make it or that she was still not to full up to her true power yet.
So many things just seem to be going in the wrong direction
and I could just accept that things are not going my way.
Or I could look on the bright side and hope that things will start looking up
for what’s the point in staying in the past for there are things I have no control over.
Sometimes the good days are good and the bad days turn into a lesson I needed to learn
in order to know how the fix the things in my life I didn’t know how to fix in the first place.
The bright side of things for me is I’m still here and even though sometimes my days are long, I find my way back to the light every day and that I am grateful for.
She didn’t like to do things without some type of directions
but she sat behind the wheel of her car.
She realized she left the directions at home and her phone was no help at this point.
So she just kept driving until she saw some familiar places and soon she arrived at a big house with blue windows and a huge glorious garden that was on the left side of the house.
Cars lined up on the one side of the lane, as she drove up the hill and found a spot close but not to close to the car next you her.
She was greeted by the security in front of the house and asked for her name and I.D. and then was let in to the most beautiful entry way she ever seen.
The 20 feet ceiling with crystal chandelier hanging was her main focus as she walked through the door.
She loved the cherry wood and paintings on the wall but she begun to feel nervous as she got closer to the dinning and kitchen where she knew everyone was hanging around .
She didn’t want to seem like a random person just coming into their circle of friends even though she knew a couple of them since childhood.
She felt things this time seem a lot worse than before.
You need to floss twice a day and use Listerine and
go to the dentist and do all the things they tell you do to.
But, not everyone really listens or keeps these things up all the time.
One may use a toothbrush everyday and do most of the things they need to do
but, they don’t stress over the things one may need to do to go the extra mile for their
teeth.
For they know if they mess up there is always a situation to fixing one’s teeth and they have so much on their plate to worry about all that can go wrong in their mouth.
When there is bigger things they need to get done soon.
So many things in life people want to keep it the traditional way
and maybe somethings are precious enough to keep it traditionally.
But, sometime things are meant to change and go in a new way and that’s okay too.
Each generation change the things that came before them for they feel this is a better path for them.
But, we all in a way make the same mistakes because, we didn’t want to listen to those that came before us.
Or we have no one to tell us that the way we are going isn’t the right path to be on but, sometimes we want what others have.
And the facts don’t matter at the time because what we see is something that looks great but as time goes by the image we saw starts to crack and we see what it looks like to live that life.
And it is not as pretty as we thought it would be and do we start to think that the traditional way is a better way or is it just a wiser way and it makes us stop and think about the things we are allowing in our lives.
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