I am alone and everything around me
can help me survive.
If only if I look passed the things that make me
feel so alone and small in this big world.
Written By: Deirdre Stokes
I am alone and everything around me
can help me survive.
If only if I look passed the things that make me
feel so alone and small in this big world.
Written By: Deirdre Stokes
My Blissful things:Movies,Quotes,Sunsets and Sunrises.
Wether I’m staring at a Quote that I can relate to or builds hope in me.
Or watching the sunset or rise it’s the moments of quite & peace, and beauty that warmths me.
To feeling the emotions in a movie that moves me to smile or cry.
Im not afraid to be in that moment of bliss.
My happiness that doesn’t go away when the day is over.
I live for my blissful moments that light up my life like the light of the sky when the sunsets of rises.
It takes my breath away and I never want to look away.
The ending hasn’t come and beginning has just begun.
Everyday I wake up to that blissful kiss of life as I take my first breathe of the day.
Written By: Deirdre Stokes
Sometimes water can reflect what you see in the world.
And sometimes water is still
and your memorized by the perfection of its clear stillness.
Stuck in the moment of seeing the real beauty underneath.
Which may be rocks or fish and suddenly the water is alive.
And you love looking at it every moment you get before time speeds up and you must move on.
Leaving behind the stillness of that water and piece of yourself to shine another day.
As that water shows its calmness and beauty for all to see.
Just know you helped that water grow when you accepted it that day.
Written By: Deirdre Stokes
It is said that home is where the heart is.
And I agree because when I’m home this little cutie above is apart of my heart.
One of the many reasons I enjoy being home.
To see that smile and those cute little eyes
always makes me smile and warms my heart.
As long as this little guy is in my home or wherever I go.
My heart is always home.
Written By: Deirdre Stokes
I need to be just who I am, and maybe I don’t know who that is just yet.
I walk through this life with many emotions playing around in my head.
I try to be as strong as I can be and maybe that’s why not many people.
See how bright I can shine for I hide it all, in this shell that is hard to break.
Maybe I’m just hoping someone will keep coming back to break the shell
And not just accept what I offer at the edge of the true me.
Written By: Deirdre Stokes
To wake up in the morning and feel like there is nothing on my mind, but
How will I go about my day and end up feeling like, I’ve accomplish something
Or did I do what I said I was going to do. Or did I let someone down for I backed out of being there for them.
Up and down my thoughts go as I try to think about my life and the decisions I’ve been making out of fear of losing it all.
Get out of my head for I don’t want to think of the memories of you. Did you not
Hear me when I tried to tell you what was going on but you just kept over
Talking me and in the end you didn’t hear what I had to say.
So now it’s still bubbling inside me, running around in circles until I find someone to listen to me and all theses thoughts can be release and I can think clearly again.
Written By: Deirdre Stokes
Seeing you smile at you me
Made me want to be happy too and so full of life
I‘ll never forget the moment I met you it felt like I found the other half of me
Life seemed so much better, so much more alive like the colors on the flowers seemed so much brighter I
Evened started to enjoy this life of mine, it was all because you smiled at me that day and now everything is so much lighter in my life.
Written By: Deirdre Stokes
I want to get lost in the possibilities of this world.
So I can get out of here an see so much more.
I don’t want to be tied down to anything.
I want to spin around outside and smell the fresh air and stand in the rain and still see the beauty in everything.
I’m not afraid to do what I have to do, but I do hope the outcome will be a good one.
Written By: Deirdre Stokes
I thought I knew everything about what I would need to be happy, to not feel sad anymore.
But maybe I was wrong about what would be the cure for me.
As I wander through it all like stacks of paper that explain every moment of my life,
going through the moments I thought I wouldn’t be able to handle.
Until I get to the moment of today, and I realize that nothing seems to be the same because I’m not the same.
I know you want to try to get to the bottom of what makes me sad and I’ve tried to explain it to you as best as I can and maybe just maybe you will get it.
And maybe I will feel okay for at least I’m not alone on this journey of figuring out myself and maybe I’ll find my cure one day but for now I’m just happy to know.
I’m all I need to be happy for myself and I’m the strongest solider following my leader God and maybe one day I will have defeated all that makes me sad.
And that is all the hope I need to be okay today.
Written By: Deirdre Stokes
When I’m down and can’t seem to move on.
Be the words and feelings that picks me up from this emotional roller coaster.
Bring me back up to my happiness that will outlast everything else.
I need your song to outlast every other song I ever heard.
For that song to play over and over again in my head when I can’t find you or get close enough for the pain to stop.
I need your song to blockout all the other noise and thoughts in my head.
Your melody plays on and on and I smile and I dance to your beat and everything is so amazing.
Nothing has ever felt so good and no matter how much time goes by your song will always be my favorite and it will always be my go to song.
I know by you being my song means you can’t stay but I’ll always treasure the memories of you.
Written By:Deirdre Stokes
Today is an celebration of everyday love and support.
Shared with written words from the heart.
Hugs that fill you up with the love those words cannot explain or describe.
Tears of joy for maybe you had thought that love no longer existed in your life.
Maybe your alone and so you feel there is no love at all.
But if you look deep inside that love is there and it’s been with you all your life.
So don’t let the things you don’t have in your life bring down what today is all about.
And that is love and love is always in your day even when you feel so down.
There is always someone who loves you when you can’t seem to love yourself.
So embrace that self-love or the one you love and hold on tight for ride of your life isn’t over today.
Because love lives on when all the sweets are gone.
Written By:Deirdre Stokes
My heart is beating so fast and I feel so alive as I stand in the snow and spin in circles.
With no care in the world, for this little bit of peace as the world fades and I become one with the cold.
My problems no longer matter as the snow turns me into a brand new me.
Why won’t you come out and experience this moment with me, I know it’s cold but the warmth flowing through me is enough for us both.
You smile but stay inside for you enjoy seeing me being carefree and then you snap the picture and I’m forever saved in your mind that day.
You still look at that picture now as I’ve become someone you used to know.
Like the snow I too was clear but now I’m so hard to see behind all the layers of dirt.
Covering up who I used to be before everyone walked over me or pushed me to the side for I was in their way.
Written By:Deirdre Stokes